Feelings.

Yes. Why do people even feel? It's feels great when you're happy. But the opposite when you're down and sad. Why does feeling even exist?

I just don't wanna feel anything now. I wanna be neutral. Or numb I would say. Feeling can be a good thing. But when it comes to sad things, I rather not feel a single thing.

I'm like a vampire. My feelings are magnified. This is so sad. I'm feeling sad and now I'm depressed. Cause my feelings are magnified. I feel so lost.

Never mind. I shall be strong.

Xoxo.

On the edge of.

Things are not really going well, or maybe it does. Maybe it's just me. Psychologically thinking that it's not doing fine but in fact it is. I don't know what I'm talking now. Never mind.

Trials are on it's way. Time flies. Hope everything goes smoothly. Like real soon. Preparing myself for trials. Hope I can do well. Ahh pray.

Schools are having their holidays now. One week holiday. Yeah or nay? Neutral I would say.

I'm going to talk about something random now. So I was jogging at friendship park that day. I was lazy and not in the mood to jog but in the end I still went. But I did not jog, instead I walk. Enjoy the fresh air in the evening. The weather was good. Strong winds blowing and no sun. I was walking and walking and walking, suddenly there's this random guy who asked me whether I'm training for inter school or something. Then I said no I'm not. I'm just jogging for the sake of jogging. This was random like super random. I never met someone that is so random and talked to someone so randomly. So we walked and talked. That was random too. That's about my random story. Not gonna elaborate more.

I've been really pig these few days. Super tired that I've been sleeping in the evening for the past two days. Ahh that's bad.

That's all for today. Nights readers.

Xoxo.