Thursday, September 19, 2013

20 September 2013.

Don't know what is the name of the post so date it is. Trial SPM is over. Bro and his friends got back their papers. I'm proud to say that they've improved. Really proud of them. Even if its not an A+ but the fact that they improved means a lot to me. If you go to a tuition and still didn't improve, that's not really a good thing. No? Even if it's an improvement of one mark, it's still an improvement. My student improve ten marks leh! Good enough Liao. They still have time to improve more. I believe they can do better in the next coming exam. Which is well in two weeks time. Work hard people. I have faith in you guys. I want to see improvement. Improvement means they learnt something from what I teach them. Means they pay attention to what I was teaching. Sum it all. Means a lot to me.

Gonna drill my other student. I cannot give up on her. That's just too cruel. She needs to learn to understand. I know she can and she will. She cried that day leh. I asked her is it because I scolded you? She say no. Because you don't know how to do? No. If not then parents scolded you? No. Bad results? Yes. I don't know if she's scared to say that it's because I scolded her. But I told her not to cry because she still have one year before her external exam. 

By the way, I know it's a little late but happy moon cake festival! Went to friendship park with friends. It was so crowded. There were so many people. Like market. Many people were lighting up wishing lattern. I did last year but didn't this year. Brought DSLR there. Need to really learn how to use. Took quite a number of photos. Gonna upload them. Soon I guess. On Facebook. So check it out if you want to. Appreciate it.

And I am a really bad driver. Bad ass driver. Inconsiderate driver. I horn people who walk in the middle of the road. There's this one time where a group of people walking in the middle of the road. I was like okay. I didn't really do anything. In the evening again it happened. I honked her. First thing, I was in a hurry. Second thing, this is not your daddy's road. Third thing, it's the second time. So yea. I honked her and she jumped. Because she was shocked that someone just honked her. Badass right? How can I be so evil. I need to find my inner peace like now. I couldn't stand people driving so slow. Especially when I'm at the back of that car. You're not sight seeing you know. You're driving you know. Why am I so bad. Safety first ma. Why must I complain. Walao eh. I should really change this bad habit of mine. Bad temper. Not good not good. 

Good news! I'm an aunty again! Hehe. Cousin have birth to a baby boy! So cute! Can't wait for more nieces and nephews. Love them lots.

I made promise to myself. That I will work hard. Earn money to pay for my studies. The feeling of being able to lighten parents burden makes me happy. Makes me proud of myself. Lets hope for the best. Finger crossed.

I should update my blog more often. It's good to be able to blog again. I was lazy and at the same time busy with tutoring. No topic to blog and no time to blog too.

Oh one more thing. I thought of this quote recently. Posted on Facebook. I find it meaningful. 'Everyone has brain. But not everyone uses their brain wisely.' Okay this might be a cruel quote. But I find it true. Might be too straight forward but I really like this quote. Forgive me if you don't think it's a good thing to say these. 

It's 2.26 in the morning. I'm still here blogging. I baked macaroons! It turned out pretty good! Love it. Now that I know why my macaroons cracked before that. Gonna bake more soon. I shall bake something else too. Oh I did make ice cream too. Bro wanted me to make cause he likes my ice cream. Haha. I don't know why I don't really like it. But he likes it a lot. 

Freda's flying off today. Gonna miss her. We have this whatsapp group. But I seldom reply. I just don't. Not that I'm arrogant la. But when I reply I sort of put my feelings into it. And it'll grow. So when one day, anyone of them going somewhere else to study, it will hit me that things will change. It'll not be the same. And it'll be so sad that I'll be crying my butt off. Which I don't want it to happen. It'll be easier for me to live my days too. Am I being selfish? I think it is selfish. But I couldn't help myself. 

This post is getting way too long. Thanks for lending my your ears. Appreciate.

Thanks.

Xoxo.

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