Feelings.

Yes. Why do people even feel? It's feels great when you're happy. But the opposite when you're down and sad. Why does feeling even exist?

I just don't wanna feel anything now. I wanna be neutral. Or numb I would say. Feeling can be a good thing. But when it comes to sad things, I rather not feel a single thing.

I'm like a vampire. My feelings are magnified. This is so sad. I'm feeling sad and now I'm depressed. Cause my feelings are magnified. I feel so lost.

Never mind. I shall be strong.

Xoxo.